Do Not Prove Disobedient
“Therefore, King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision” (Acts 26:19). God does everything for a reason. God met Saul of Tarsus on the Damascus road for a purpose (Acts 9:1–9). Saul had planned to persecute Christians, but his encounter with Christ changed him forever. God did more in that encounter than save Saul from his sin. God began to reveal His will for Paul's life. God's assignment for Paul was clear: “He is a chosen vessel of Mine to bear My name before Gentiles, kings, and the children of Israel. For I will show him how many things he must suffer for My name's sake” (Acts 9:15–16). God's plan for Paul, revealed through a vision, involved both testifying before kings and suffering persecution. Paul was to enjoy the thrill of performing miracles, preaching to large crowds, and starting churches. But Paul was also to be stoned, shipwrecked, whipped, mocked, conspired against, and imprisoned (2 Cor. 11:23–28). Would we accept this part of his assignment as readily as the first? We never hear of Paul complaining about his commission from God. He never asked that he be given a role like Peter's, or James's, or John's (Gal. 2:9–10). It was enough for Paul that he be given any task in the kingdom of God. As he neared the end of his ministry, Paul could boldly state to King Agrippa, “I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision.” Oh, to have Paul's tenacity and devotion to the Father's will! What joy there is not only to begin well in our Christian faith, but also to end faithfully! It is God's desire that each of us could say at the end of our lives, “I was not disobedient.” —Henry T. Blackaby, Richard Blackaby, Experiencing God Day by Day
Paul’s words to King Agrippa—“I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision”—offer a powerful reminder that our calling isn’t always comfortable, but it is always purposeful. When God interrupted Paul’s life on the Damascus road, it wasn’t just to forgive his sins, but to assign him a mission. That mission would include both glorious triumphs and painful trials. And yet Paul never wavered. He didn’t compare callings or shrink from hardship. He embraced the vision God gave him, trusting that obedience mattered more than ease.
For those walking through seasons of suffering or recovery, Paul’s example is a gentle encouragement: God’s calling on your life still stands, even when the path is hard. You may not be standing before kings, but your faithfulness in quiet, unseen places is no less significant. The goal is not to live a life that looks like someone else’s—it is to be faithful to your vision, the one God has entrusted to you. May we, like Paul, learn to say—not with perfection, but with perseverance—“I was not disobedient.” —DH